Ordinary Routines

Boredom creates bad decisions.

Soaking up thrills with disapproving positions.

Momentarily forgetting mundane life.

Until tomorrow wakes you with strife.

Don’t cave.

Force yourself to be more productive

and ride the wave.

Friendship Flaws

Friends arguing -Friendship Flaws

They say friendships come and go
but what they don’t know is
that it still hurts.

You know all my secrets and insecurities,
because my security came from your judge-free
zone.

As we got older I started to withhold
when you became bold,
comparing us to prove a point.

Which there’s no comparison because
we’ve reached two different levels.

While my brain expanded
yours remain closed
letting generational curses
hug your hip making you trip
on shit that didn’t even matter.

That’s when I became aware that we’ve grown apart.

All these years we were living in the past.
Reminiscing on our childhood
to young adult years
reminding us of what we had in common:

PAIN.

Now, I’m choosing to refrain
but you choose to remain in that time frame.
I don’t want to
but I have to,
LET YOU GO.

In Between

In Between

Physically connected

Yet mentally dissected

Bodies entwined and in tune with each move.

Faster, deeper, harder, until the climax is reached.

Coming down off that high only to remember that…

This temporary fulfillment does nothing but disappoint me.

Pointing to myself,

I knew it was nothing else!

But that mouthpiece spoke to my lady parts in a way that made her

MOIST.

So my mind couldn’t process as my body took control and opened

up my portal of pleasure, lust, and ecstasy.

It wasn’t meant to be but I couldn’t think!

About the aftermath of this experience.

Knowing my strength but submitting to temptation,

it gets me every time, like a drug I can’t say NO to.

Addicting behaviors,

a cycle of climaxes and letdowns.

Knowing the end yet pursuing anyway,

Hopefully one day,

I’ll overcome these encounters and recognize the true treasure that I have.

Between…these thighs.